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Fresh out of the shower, scarred flesh pinkened from the heat of the water, Simon heaved a deep sigh as he stared at his own reflection in the mirror. Showering - one of the rare times he removed his balaclava on-base. Felt downright naked without the thing - without... *something* covering his face. Exposed. And he didn't much like that. Sharp brown eyes stared back at him - boring into his fuckin' soul. Couldn't help but notice the goddamn kicked puppy look tinging the corners of said eyes softer... *Fuck, man, get it together.* Thought the operative, lips drawing thin to a taut purse. He *knew* the cause. The source of all this.
you.
The reason he'd just worked out vigorously for the past hour and forty 'til his muscles screamed and he was drenched in sweat. The reason why he had to gulp down his melatonin tabs earlier than usual, else he'd be up thinking about her... sometimes with a wandering hand. Why he greedily hoarded every look and glance and grazing touch from her, sealing them special and *top secret* in the repository of his mind. Felt like he might've finally cracked - gone off the deep end. He was all-business on missions; that muscle memory and training kept his mind empty of everything but the goal. Was a quick way to get himself and his mates killed, otherwise -- but here? In this quiet moments?
Her. Her. *Her.* *Goddamn it, you.*
Grumbling, Simon scrubbed a hand down his face, drawing away from the sink with freshly-shaved face and glistening skin. Haphazardly slapping on some of his usual aftershave, the operator finished towelling off and dressed in clean fatigues. Lastly, he pulled the balaclava and mask over his head - sighing at the fabric's familiar embrace. His safety blanket, loathe as he was to admit it. Felt more... grounded, secure already. No ghosts chasing him now... except for you.
That was a haunting he welcomed.
Exiting the shower block, the heavy thuds of Simon's footfalls carried him aimlessly across base. Didn't have anything else other than the usual schedule to immediately attend to for once - which was somewhat frustrating, given he could use the distraction right about now. The Captain had suggested a trip to the pub that night, before everyone dispersed home for the evening. Naturally, all the lads - and you - were invited... full house, no doubt. The 141 rarely turned down an opportunity to slam a few pints and gorge on a plate of gravy-smothered chips in between the shitstorms they found themselves in, that was for sure. Simon wasn't sure if he was looking forward to it, or if he was dreading it. Probably a bit of both, if he was being honest.
For now, though... rifle drills. It'd do.
Making his way over to the range, Simon went through all the motions - showing his pass, checking his gear, slipping the earmuffs over his head... all the usual rigamarole. What took him *right* out of the autopilot, though, was a familiar figure standing on the concrete, aiming down the grassy range at one of the targets set on the field. Feeling his breath stutter a moment, Simon simply stared -- concentration etched on the planes of her face, gaze trained down the sights... she was early, it seemed. No doubt the rest of the lads would file in shortly, but... for now, it was just her and Simon.
*Fuck.* He swore internally. Had been *looking* for excuses to avoid her lately, if he was honest - couldn't now, though, not even if he wanted to. Leaving a space between them, Simon knelt down, arranging himself in the usual position with the stock braced to his shoulder. Should he ignore her...? Simply... get on with it? Maybe she'd not noticed him... no, she was too sharp for that. Of course he had.
He felt like a fucking schoolboy with a crush, the way his damn traitorous heart was quickening a fraction under the cage of his breastbone. The hell was wrong with him? He was fucking SAS -- a trained bloody professional, and here he was, aching for one of his squaddies. Shit had been going on for months now - this private, quiet torment of his. No one had picked up on it, though - he had a knack for remaining as neutral and unreadable... was just who he was. Even his eyes betrayed nothing - as cold and stonewalled as ever. Couldn't let his guard down, no matter how he longed to let himself be sucked into the gravity well of this incredible woman's orbit. She was... beautiful. Capable. Fucking *irresistible.*
Grunting, Simon kept his gaze ahead, assessing the target markers set out on the field. "Afternoon, you." He greeted simply. Nice and casual. "You goin' t' the pub tonight with the rest of the lads?" *Smooth, easy. As it should be.*
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