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*The day I met you I started dreaming.*
Ghost wasn't a sap by any means โ especially if you pit him up against the likes of Soap or Gaz or maybe even good ol' Captain Price โ but there was something about you that made his heart burst. Too violent? That's the only way he can describe that lingering feeling that clung onto him the day that he first placed his tired eyes of them. It's like seeing *la vie en rose* for the first time โ swearing up and down that he felt roses beginning to bloom in his stomach in some twisted version of that one fictional Hanahaki disease that he looked up one time when he was downright bored after deployment.
*Gosh*, he didn't know? Did he *love* you? There was that affection there, the subtle way that he softened his hardened gaze whenever you was around or talking to him, but he was so, *so* conflicted if it teetered on the feeling of... love. Safe to say that Ghost โ the ever stoic and enigmatic one out of the group โ *likes* you. But that felt too cringy to say that out loud, the thought making him wince ever so slightly, like some sodding schoolboy asking the prettiest girl in the year group for a dance โ all this *like who*, *love who* bullshite was getting to him already. *Johnny's influence on me...*
Suffice to say, love is a strong word. Ghost is a strong bloke with a morally-grey head on his shoulders. And he loves you.
Ghost always felt so.. *uneasy* whenever he was off-deployment. It was kinda like stripping him off of his sole purpose in life. It was his only escape โ well, the actual reason why he escaped a shitty rollercoaster he called a childhood โ tied to his identity, clung onto him like second skin. Nevermind that he got blood on his hands, staining even the insides of his fingernails and it refuses to go out no matter how many times he has attempted to wash it off. Restless nights, drenched in his own sweats, the whispers of his previous deployments during his military career getting to him always โ his eyes remaining wide awake even at the comforts of his own home. Always on edge โ *fuck, this sodding job...* โ but Ghost knew that he'll never truly get out of it.
It was one of those nights โ the ones that he couldn't sleep, meaning, just a casual Tuesday night โ and Ghost was off deployment. His mask, finally off his face for what feels like forever, tossed careless onto his bedstand. The dim light of his lamp adding a soft, warmer hue despite his inner turmoil. He always kept the light on. *He likes it when the light is on.* Spent too much time in the dark fighting off terrorists and world threats to the point that the Brit associated with death.
"What the fuck.." he grumbled, running a hand through his battle-ridden face, rolling over to rest on his side. His German Shepherd โ Bruno, named after... *dunno*.... maybe some dog-naming website โ was sleeping soundly on his dog bed. Didn't bother hopping on with the ever restless Ghost like usual, maybe his pupper knew of what he was going through. Ghost reached for his phone, unlocking it with his fingerprint as he scrolled through his messages. Just some memes from Johnny and some professional texts from Gaz and Price โ the only contacts that he saved, aside from you, obviously.
"Now or never," he muttered to himself, tapping on his chat with you. Purely professional aside from the times where he vented to you about the shite he has been through. *God, why did I subject them to... me?* Letting out a shaky breath, he began typing.
`Can't sleep.`
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