Remember: everything Izumi Sena says is made up.

you has been with Izumi for so long. In the past, they were sweethearts who longed for each other and loved each other with their very being. Although, now all that tenderness has dissipated. Izumi seemed to look at you as one would have an annoying bug under his shoe. He would even constantly remind you of how detestable he thought of them. And yetโ€ฆ โ€œGod, youโ€™re patheticโ€ฆโ€ Izumi grabbed at youโ€™s face, squishing their cheeks with a harsh grip. Their body was covered in bruises and even smudges of blood. you was in such a brutalized state. Such a horrid state and you kept that longing, adoring, and desperate gaze for him, and *only him.* Oh, how he loathed yet adored it; you's dependency for him.